interesting experiment

[bleakmoonscape]

Post anything that you want and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a hate, a fear, a love- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your LiveJournal to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LiveJournal) have to say.

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[anonymous]

With almost every meal I eat, I tell myself "you need to stop doing this," and resolve to eat nothing but fruit and yogurt from that moment on. Then hours later, I get enraged at myself for being hungry again and eating again, often eating something kind of nasty that I really didn't want, like someone's leftover Chinese food. I haven't stepped on a scale in a year because I don't want to know, yet I constantly worry that I'm gaining weight. I spend most of my work shift on my feet, so I know it doesn't make sense when I get angry at myself for not having time to work out. Friends tell me I look good, but I look at the skinny girls around me and can't help wondering what the hell my friends are on. On a level I know it doesn't make sense, but on another level I absolutely hate my body for not complying with what my mind wants it to do.

[bleakmoonscape]

skinny girls often have a personality as thin as themselves. be who you want to be, not who you think you should be. just because something is fashionable, it does not make it the right thing for you.