So I'm looking around on the Internet, and I'm thining, "Who can get my body art done without me going to Finland to go to Mad Max's shop?", and I see this banner ad for exotic pets...so I go "What the hell, I'm not doing anything" and I click it. Lo and behold, there's some guy with an Emporer Scorpion on his shoulder...I've actually thought about ( Read more... )

I want do go somewhere, do something...I want someone to call me!!! I want someone to talk to, I want to not be so alone...

I love you, Tiff, for actually paying attention to me and giving me so much support, and Jammi, for realizing that I can be more than a friend and not being completely freaked out by my...habits.

Lyrics to the song I'm ( Read more... )

The skeletons in my closet are dancing around again...I saw a current picture of Krys last night, and it triggered emotions I haven't felt for a year or more...I don't know why, but it did. I stayed up for a very long time thinking about what happened between us. I cried. I have never shed a tear for this kind of thing, no matter what happened... ( Read more... )

Think for a second of the feeling of being thirsty bringing forth a want for a mouthful of blood instead of the normal stuff like water or milk or soda or something like that...

FUCK! Ok, so I've "known" about this concert that I really want to go to since February, and I've already been told at the beggining of summer that I could go...and I thought it was on the 9th, and its actually today; and now I'm *pissed* off. I've been looking forward to going all summer, since Nightwish is my favorite band, and since they're from ( Read more... )

Damn, last night was crazy...I got pissed off last night, because my parents made me choose between either "going out with your friends and doing something stupid" or getting on their good side by doing chores...so I got pissed because it was the first time in a few weeks that I've been invited to go somewhere, and I have a choice between having a ( Read more... )

Wow, I love being home alone...it means I can max out my computer speakers (which, by the way, are really, really

Wow, I love this song...

Stare into my eyes forever,
Let me take you in my arms,
Dance with me out in the garden,
Where tomorrow never comes.
Follow me into the darkness,
Where the nightmares never fade,
Whisper dreams, my fallen angel,
From which you will never wake.It puts me in this odd romantic/vampiric mood whenever I listen to it, and...it's ( Read more... )

For one, this is a public apology for expressing my complete thoughts in my journal...I did not mean for everyone to take that first entry that way so listen up ( Read more... )

I've kept the following journal on my laptop that I brought with me...enjoy ( Read more... )