i don't write anymore because everything worth writing about is too personal to write about. i'm sorry.

if you're on a medication that warns against prolonged sun exposure while on it, heed that warning

the tops of my hands, the tops of my feet, my tummy and my neck are SO burnt. awfulawfulnessx10000

ouch :[

When this is over, I'm going to become a much happier person because nothing is depressing in comparison to this. A much more productive person because without this pain, nothing is bad enough to hold me back. I'm going to get back into the gym, because I've lost so much of my kick ass muscle and without this pain, there is no real excuse. I'm ( Read more... )

i am falling apart. physically. completely. i can't wait to hear how many things are wrong with me tomorrow morning. oh no wait, i'm terrified. i'm in so much pain. it's impossible to ignore or relieve. standing up means perpetually shaking legs from the pain. 100% at work is definetely far from possible. clearly, since i made a fucking dumbass ( Read more... )

-Don't get a job if you don't want to work ( Read more... )

i hate myself in every possible, imaginable sense of the phrase.

last night easily goes down in the books as one of the top three best nights of my life.
it was more perfect than perfect.
timmy k is my hero. [as if that wasn't an already established fact of the universe.]
it was the greatest release for me.
i wish i could re-experience that everysinglenight.the passion is overwhelming ( Read more... )

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officially promoted ( Read more... )

my boyfriend leaves me sweet adorable notes in microsoft word documents for me to see when i get home from work. what does yours do? ;-D