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[bled_myself_dry]

I havent writen in so long and I was dying to just pour my soul out..all of my questions...and it felt great...everything I had to spit out I said..and I didnt have to resrict myself to a certain format, or make it rhyme...I just wrote..and it was so...liberating..but I still feel a little peice of my heart is missing...here goes my latest

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[jinkdarkstar]

I am crying now. Geez. This tore open a bunch of wounds in my heart that haven't healed yet and probably never will. I have asked myself those same questions over and over. Oh god it hurts. I hope that you are coping well, because its just that . . . coping. (sp?) I still love him . . . that still hasn't changed. **sigh**