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I just realized I did the application totally wrong.
Maybe I can make up for it when I can get some pictures up!
Both those links are the same thing.
I am so newb at this. Sigh sigh.
Everything is going wrong.. Like.. "Holy shit" wrong.
I haven't been able to sleep for three nights, he is still not treating me how he normally does, and Dad is in the hospital.
Haven't been to school since I haven't had any sleep,
All this is fucking bullshit, I'm getting so tired of it.
I sit here crying, asking for and waiting for help from the one I love the most, but it seems he'd rather play a fucking game than pay attention and try to help.
I'm afraid to lose myself to whatever the fuck is going on right now, but even more-so, I'm afraid of losing him.
Is he getting tired of me?
What if he's found someone better?
I mean, it wouldn't be too hard to find someone better..
I'm telling him I'm afraid, I'm crying.. I don't know why I can't sleep, I don't know what's going on..
He gives me the reply.. "o_O"
How much longer will I last, I wonder..
Maybe I can make up for it when I can get some pictures up!
Both those links are the same thing.
I am so newb at this. Sigh sigh.
Everything is going wrong.. Like.. "Holy shit" wrong.
I haven't been able to sleep for three nights, he is still not treating me how he normally does, and Dad is in the hospital.
Haven't been to school since I haven't had any sleep,
All this is fucking bullshit, I'm getting so tired of it.
I sit here crying, asking for and waiting for help from the one I love the most, but it seems he'd rather play a fucking game than pay attention and try to help.
I'm afraid to lose myself to whatever the fuck is going on right now, but even more-so, I'm afraid of losing him.
Is he getting tired of me?
What if he's found someone better?
I mean, it wouldn't be too hard to find someone better..
I'm telling him I'm afraid, I'm crying.. I don't know why I can't sleep, I don't know what's going on..
He gives me the reply.. "o_O"
How much longer will I last, I wonder..