well, california was an experience like no other for me for starters. had some crazy fun times, and left behind a really good friend. i dont really feel the need to post the california stories... because they're forever embedded in my brain. but a summary... money in my pants... vegan nachos... AM/PM wine... 17 year old... porn star... bible pages ( Read more... )

funny how once i start cutting people out of my life, i really start to live it. i can breathe again ( Read more... )

love is natural and real

but not for such as you and i, my love.

Main Entry: op·ti·mism
Pronunciation: 'äp-t&-"miz-&m
Function: noun
: an inclination to put the most favorable construction upon actions and events or to anticipate the best possible outcome -op·ti·mist /-m&st/ noun -op·ti·mis·tic /"äp-t&-'mis-tik/ adjective
I'm a lot further than i was say, a two years ago, but i can not remain optimistic about ( Read more... )

i've finally moved out, and to philly no less, just a bit south of center city. our house and my roomates seems to be the best chemistry so far, things are really working out, even though my room is a 8 by 8 closet, i've begun to actually love my room as well now. so here's the breakdown ( Read more... )

philly is nice, but my roomate needs to keep her fucking boyfriend out of my bed.

<3

JAYKAY

I'm attempting to write something, even though i hardly take this, or myself seriously. i'm probably in more of a mixed up place then i have been in the past year. i wanted so many times to express exactly how i felt when i lost (you) him. there's nothing i could say to even give justice to it ( Read more... )

merry christmas mother fuckers i'm drinking with the mom and I LOVE MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND.

WELECOME THE NEWEST MEMBER OF THE FAMILY.

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Dear Summer,you blessed me ever so wonderfully with an angel at its beginning. however, i know your games. one might think you get rid of something good for something even better. the fuck if i know. i finally had what i wanted and i finally committed the action i had always yearned to. maybe it was that action that FUCKED me in the end. it was ( Read more... )