last night i hung out with Evan so he wouldn't be alone while Jamie was out of town. We made fun of grease,and uh bonded of course. anyways, this post was just an excuseto post picssss of two of the cutest boys in the world. thank you evan and jamie for keeping me going this week.

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any assumptions you may have had about this situation not being easy, you're right. it sure as hell won't be ( Read more... )

i won't talk, i won't breathe, i won't move till you finally see... you belong with me.

i'm weak, it's true, because i'm afraid to know the answer.

do you want me too?

BECAUSE MY HEART KEEPS FALLING FASTER.

WHAT A TIME FOR A FALLING OUT. my life, my family, it's falling apart. all in the matter of a day.

i'm honored to be in your life again ( Read more... )

last night i crossed a new line.

never have i had such a public display of depression in my life. i'm totally embarassed by it. and i apoligize for all who were worried about me.

i'm worried about me too.

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All i have to say is that i'm with chris. and i'm going home with him and staying over.

i think that sums up everything to anyone who knows anything about me.

you wait a whole year for something, and it just walks back into your life, nothing left but to take it for what it is.

god i missed my LOVE OF MY LIFE.

passing through unconscious states...

i am alive.
but all that matters is today
and how fucking the shit these people
are and WT day to the max.


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blah blah blah blah blah fucking blah blah blah blah blah

where do i stand in all this. late nights... waiting for things to happen that won't... like i said, it never ends.

the wierdest thing happened.

my god i don't know where to start. but i do know there'll be no finish.

so much for sanity.