Tomorrow's V-Day I'm sad i don't get to spend it with my girl At least i get to see Bright Eyes! =D A deff. Plus+ Things have been alright just working and school and other things nothing too special Hoping something in my life will distrupt my world and make it interesting and worth fighting for the end!
Tonight was one of the first good nights i have had in a while I needed it hopefully more to come p.s. A Cinderella Story, only great cause of Hillary Duff aka my future wife, otherwise completely out of context from the real story, but none the less.... my wife...
So my uncle died yesterday morning. He's in a better place now. I had a good amount of money this morning. Gave it all to old roomates in SLO. i only have $17 till thursday when i buss and get tips again. I work tonight and am gunna miss my sister Cathyrn's(who's in from Organ)birthday dinner and stuff. each day gets better then the last.
was at the hospital most the night my uncle will probably die tomorrow. everyone's comming and leaving some for short some for good i can't stand things anymore i want to just fucking explode but i can't find the energy to do it i just don't know what to do anymore i'm losing control of my life i need something that feeling someone help me