Man…. I feel like shit…. I’m fucking sick and KoRn is on Wednesday, I hope I’m better by then….. :(

In the dark with the music on
Wishing I was somewhere else
Taking all your anger out on me, somebody help
I would rather rot alone
Then spend a minute with you
I'm gone, I'm gone

And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault

(Chorus)
How could you, how could you, how could you hate me?
When all I ever wanted ( Read more... )

Ok I just came out to my sister, and I feel so weird right now she is the first one I told in my family, and I don’t know why but I started crying, but she is cool about it, she said don’t worry about it she loves me no matter what I’m her little sis and for me not to feel weird around her and stuff like that but I am going to feel weird I don’t ( Read more... )

So I’m helping my cousin make a skate video, and today I got on his skateboard and man I FUCKIN ATE IT….. I swear I never learn, I’m always falling but I always get back on I JUST SUCK…… but yeah he got pissed at me cause I threw his board. But any ways yeah its going to be awhile before I get back on a skateboard I fucked up my wrist again. Well ( Read more... )

When I'm hurting the most,
Why is it everyone walks away?

Its that point when I need someone the most,
So why is it I always feel so alone lately?

Tears stain my cheeks,
Thinking horrible thoughts.

Yes I know what I'm going through is scary,
So it's best to leave me alone through it all.

Just think about how I must be feeling,
How scared I must be through ( Read more... )

I sit in the bathroom with the razor in my hand and blood on my wrists. With my teary eyes, i am quietly chanting "Someone please help me" but no one comes and no one will. My family is not here for me, no friends to be by my side, there is only the damn therapist and she is no help at all, because right now i am sitting in the bathroom with the ( Read more... )

Um.. so right now im really missing Amy :(  i just got home and right away she just popped in my head, i wish she would move back i wanna be with her, i just wanna hold her and tell her everything will be alright. She's in so much pain right now and it kills me that i cant do anything about it.

take this broken heart and make it right..  i feel ( Read more... )

Well I got my KoRn ticket today J and yeah.. I cant wait to go, even though I have seen them like 4 0r 5 times already. And I got my green day ticket, um yeah KoRn is November 10th and green day is November 20th yup! I cant wait until November my birthday is November 17th I really don’t want that to come I’m getting old I’m going to be 20 but yeah ( Read more... )