Me...

[enigmatic_tiger]

I don't feel so lost now.
I still feel just as alone. But my blade is no longer as tempting.
I still feel I need to scream, like I need someone to beat me and obliterate me.
I still want punishment, and there's no one to give it.
I feel I need redemption for the mistakes I've made, for the people I've hurt.
I wear these scars now and I hate them. I hide

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[singing_screams]

I know what you mean, I'm forbidden to cut myself. However I got pretty drunk last weekend and wound up being hit with a pole for a while, still not sure how the hell that started, but I was to happy to really question it much. Hope you find what you are looking for, good luck.