i want you to know that you don't need me anymore.
I want you to know, you don't need anything or anyone at all.

So I'm sitting in my room, covered by a blanket and shivering while a "few" of my roommate's friends party it up in our living room with the air conditioning blasting and there's a knock on my door.  The first thing I notice is not the blaring music that comes rushing in but Mr. Green Eyes asking me if I want to party. And I'm thinking "yes, yes, ( Read more... )

In Buddhism there is this concept of groundlessness. It essentially states that when one has the courage to face their fear of the unknown instead of finding a way around it, they experience a sense of groundlessness. "anyone who stands on the edge of the unknown, fully in the present without a reference point experiences groundlessness. That's ( Read more... )

Is it possible for a class to consume you? This whole weekend has been about Social Inequality. I've gotten about si hours of sleep over the past three days and in my waking hours I'm reading./studying or thinking about social/ecoominc inequities that plaque society. I can't help but feel doomed from the start. I have no money, a dead-end job, no ( Read more... )

So I deleted my leopold_andloeb journal thinking that since I'm never on here I didn't need it. I'm glad I didn't delete this journal. I need it on a night like tonight ( Read more... )

New livejournal. Sick of this one. Bleeding_Sunday has bled out.

New livejournal:

leopold_andloeb

so much better but under construction. friends only. comment to be added.

School. Computer. Free period. Livejournal communities. Pointless livejournal posts. Deidre updating in one of her anime communities about a Gwendal obsession. Don't know who Gwendall is but I'm jealous. She's stealing my Deidre away from me. Adam reading her post as she's typing. Tpying furiously. Oh if only that was about me ( Read more... )

AAAAAHHH ( Read more... )

The price of love
Is greater than the price of loss
For you have to love to suffer a loss.
And in order to keep a clear head,
You have to stick with the fact
That you once had friends.

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