life is crazy. too many things going on ( Read more... )

you have just lost the most amazing person you would have ever had in your life. way to fuck things up.

tomorrow night. that's wednesday night. mattt and i are going up to red robin around 730ish. you should come. mostly aiming towards cory and ryan. i love you kids.

what a day. three doctor appointments. not fun. more medication. not fun. i'm gonna be 100% soon. atleast i keep telling myself that. after all that fun stuff..... tj came over for like ten minutes. haha. i love that we are neighbors. and then steve k. and i went to the beach to see tab and shawna. haven't seen them ladies in forever. ate some food ( Read more... )

what a nice day. sarah and i did some shopping. dinner with evan in royal oak. i cleaned mine and sarah's room. then tj came over. and we drove. and then talked. it was nice. he is a good neighbor. haha.

yesterday was awesome. i'm feeling much better. went swimming with sarah. had a bbq. and then spent the rest of the night with t to the j. so yay.

today...... bestfriend mike just got here..... and we are going swimming!!!!!! and sarah is coming too.

so i'm watching my so called life because i am lame ( Read more... )

and to my friends... i am really gonna need support with this.

i feel terrible today. why cant i be 100% better? it's been like a month ( Read more... )

victoriasleeman: make me feel better ( Read more... )

this is when i pull myself from the world and keep silent for a while. too many people walking all over me... abusing the friendship. i know that it is happening... i just let it happen until i can't take anymore. i'm so angry and sad right now. this is how i deal with things ( Read more... )