Lifes a bitch no doubt about it but are we gonna do? We walk around looking for that one thing that will change everything. Some of us have been looking for so damm long that it's all we know what to do now. We've forgotten what it's like to feel aliive inside. Or at least thats how it is for me.

I see my shadow at 12 oclock
mocking my death to stop the clock
not much time left for the task at hand
must find the blade and make a stand

to sleep in to rest
to sleep is to dream
but for some it's more
for some it's an escape
but at the same it's scary
when nightmarish realities force there way in
it's then we lose point in which the dreams end and reality takes it's place

my tears are in reverse
I find comfort in this verse
paralyzed is the knife in my hand
through it is the road in which I stand alone

blinding light I see tonight
ignite the flame within this plight
the silhouette of your soul I fight to keep
locked and loaded this is for you

I try to wipe the razors from my eyes
but the blood flows out with my despies
paine and anger are my freinds
they are the ones who steal my gain

I see the blood drip from your veins
I will take your hand and lead from this paine
to hold you in my arms tonight
and protect you from the world inside

first and foremost I made this cause AIM is being a bitch and doesn't give enough space in the profile page