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[bleedingjezebel]

I want my life to go somewhere, but I don't want to put in the effort to make it go somewhere. I think that I've been especially good at not being caught for my whole life until lately. This last two weeks everything has caught up with me almost. Oh well, I had a good streak anyway. I am lacking a motivation to finish off the year right. I want to

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[the_sicilian]

Don't bother tearing those people apart. The fact is, after you're done, they won't matter, only the people you care about will. Don't bother giving them your attention, because the best part is you don't have to anymore.

[the_sicilian]

Oh and remember there's no fun in rushing to the future, you miss the good times now. Sorry I get preachy when I'm up late writing essays.

[mugglelicious]

school sucks as always but what's new. your right there is no motivation, but that walking across the stage shaking mr dentons hand and saying thank God i never have to see you again

[shutupimazn]

Lauren, Lauren. We should apply our system starting now, and not wait until next year. I push you, you push me because holy shit i need it too. This motivation thing is really starting to become an issue for me as well... i wish we could buy motivation in a box.. or pick it from a tree... or steal it from a yard....

[oohbarnicles]

why do you hate high school? if you hate people, then dont see/talk to them. you can give up on trying at corona, but its not like you can do that forever. college will be work. and it will be drama. it will be whatever you want it to be depending on the attitude you have and choices you make coming it to it. id say the biggest variable to your college experience will be who you make your friends. who you hang out with. if i would have stuck with jonathan and his buddies, id be a pothead loser with bad grades and no direction. id be doing acid and shrooms every weekend. if i hang out with the genuine people in the honors college, ill be motivated by them and ill be happy and find great guys to have relationships with. those are the kind of friends i want. the ones who have goals and maturity and are so much fun. i was pulling an allnighter last month to write a paper and two friends stuck with me at the library all night to make sure i didnt fall asleep so i could finish it. a while ago, i got drunk out of my mind when i was depressed

[oohbarnicles]

the fact that i found dependable people in the honors college is irrelevant because jonathan and all the bad kids are in the honors college too. ha.

[ifyouletlive]

Add this lj please please. Haha, be my friend.