Right, listen up...
*~EDIT~*
So, my aforementioned source I have; told me to check out Mike's livejournal.
OH LOL!
The exact reaction I predicted and how it's played into my hands.
So, you've moved on...but you read my entries, since Vi still has me as a friend. Congrats!
You were the one chasing after me for an invite and other trivial crap, so no I think YOU need to move on. Because you kept turning back..so you can only blame yourself there.
I've gone no-where in five years? Wow, you know SO MUCH.....no.
Funny how you understood for a lot of those 5 years, that this isn't a place for moving on up anywhere.
But now it's suddenly something to throw against me.
Who's a smart cookie....
Mike...everyone is engaged these days.
So, you're not that special just because you've decided you can handle a full time monogamous relationship, a lot of people have done it for hundreds of years.
But, if you don't care anymore then I won't get a phone call at 11pm in a another night or two telling me you've narked more on Livejournal and I should read it with popcorn for teh lulz.
If not on Livejournal, you'll nark to someone who'll replay it to me. Follow your own words. Move on.
ORIGINAL POST
Oh My Goddess!
What have we here, someone burnt a bit by love and life itself and now I get the attitude.
Look here Michael, I discarded you and removed you from my life for the primary reason I was telling you I'd do so for quite some time now.
Everyone loves a happy couple, it's great to see people so perfectly matched.
But I do remember a certain sulking full grown male getting narky when I myself ended up in a happy relationship.
Simply because I said "I love you no matter what" I was dealt with guilt trips over who I _REALLY_ loved and to "Stop lying" to myself.
I'm sorry if being IN LOVE with someone and loving someone else is understandable to the rest of the entire human race, but you never seemed to get that piece of vital information did you (No matter how many times I drilled it into you)
But no, the guilt trips continued.
Was I manipulated in some ways, yes. I take guilt hard and for someone to use it against me, I'll do whatever it takes to make them stop.
Obviously I learned before I fell to far that this is not how friendships work.
So, time passed and you got into your current happy relationship. Yet, I was still on the receiving end of your cynicism, criticism and guilt tripping.
Don't you think bragging about your relationship is great for say...the first 3 months. Then we are all kind of aware of how it is with you and your partner.
So, should I mention something, small and cheap I could do for Jonathon or that I couldn't do anything at all, I got details of these AMAZING dates you guys had.
Thanks, whilst I ate pizza pockets and downloaded movies on the floor of Jon's room you were? Oh that's right, how could I forget, "....the dinner above Sydney's skyline, with this...that...this...oh and don't forget the expensive thingymabobs I did for my girlfriend..aren't I great...don't you wish you were with me?"
No, those weren't exactly your words, but considering our past relations together, what else was someone to assume from you throwing details in their face when you know very well that its not a good idea nor would it make me want you anymore.
And please don't think I know nothing of what you have said about me to your so called "friends"
"Friends" is a loose term I think, considering you're not THAT popular in your circle.
This is coming from someone you know and hangout with. Name them? No way, my source is too good to give up. Especially when you're trash talking me in an entirely different state.
Now, ever since those few months ago I decided to block you completely from my life, I received a message from your "fiance" over Facebook. Asking em to come to an engagement party. I said no.
So what email do I receive from yourself this week. The exact same question. As if not talking to you for 2 months after the previous message is a sign I've changed my mind.
You fucked up, what can I say. You are selfish, rude, inconsiderate and are never truly happy unless it's all about you. I'm glad I can sit outside the square now and see how things really are and for what they are.
I know who I was and I know who I am. I can admit to my mistakes and tell the world I was wrong.
That for you sir is the hardest thing.
Once you realise selflessness is an amazing thing, I'm sure your friends will sort of like you...maybe.