I want to be more than okay.

[bleedingrazors]

okay, so I thought my life was going fine. But now this is the story.

-Billi and Matt are going out
-I'm now known as a wannabe cutter because one of my cuts looks like scratches.
-I have no friends, what so ever. They are all fake.
-I took like 20 sleeping pills, and 6 shots of tequlia and vodka and nothing is happening
-I feel as if I don't exist.
-I

Comments

[hardcore_joan]

insurance should cover surgery costs.

feel better love.

♥

[bleedingrazors]

Yea...but I don't know. I hate how i want someone I can't have. I just want to cry my eyes out and pray their relationship will fail...and he will come to me...god, he reads this now...but i don't care...its the way i feel.