YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALLEN IS COMING OVER TONIGHT!! I GET TO SEE HIM! YES YES YES! I FUCKING CAN'T WAIT!!!!!

Allen is my cousin who went to the navy and me and him use to be close and we talked about loads of shit, we were really close and then he left and i never saw him and now he's back for good.

FUCK YES!

I can't even stand to watch people in restaurants laughing, having fun, enjoying life. I can't stand people in the park holding hands and giggling. I can't stand to see the perfect couples. I can't stand to see happy teenagers. Their pitiful happiness sickens me.

( A few things I found about cutting )

I didn't realize how much I missed her until last night. We holding hands at the football game, the kiss before my mom came, she taking my razors away, taking the sissors outta the bathroom, the cuddling on taylor's bed, her falling asleep in my arms, me her talking bout something we can agree apon. God, I miss her soo much, I would kill to get ( Read more... )

"Is it you I want, or just the notion of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around"

I just typed a shitload and I lost it all. WHAT THE FUCK!

Bomber's Game-Met up with Taylor and Amanda. Bought a ticket for Johnny. Saw Nick and his gf. Saw Jeremy, Ali, Kali, Ally, Brittney, Ben, Josh, Alyssa, Alyssa, KC, Sarah, Lila. It was pretty cool. We ( Read more... )

Shaun bit me, cut my skin open and now i have a scar.

I feel blah...idk why...

( The scar )

Amanda and i have made a challenged of stoping our cutting, then working on problems.

The Pip and Diet Challenged. hehe So far today at this time it's starting. day 1!

<3333 We will reward ourself each week we go. We need support too.

I'll keep track in my info too.

Talking to Benny...oh soo happy. lol. I gotta get off soon and do the dishes and shit. The OC is on tonight...oh soo happy. =))) seeeee lol.

"Sometimes I wonder what's worth my time, who's worth living for, who's worth dying for, but mainly I've been wondering who is worth my love."

I'm really upset, because I am soo lost yet so found. I don't know ( Read more... )

Sarah is adopted...wow I didn't know that. That's pretty cool.

Nothing interesting has happen today. Cept, I found out a few people are trying to break Matt and Billi up. That would suck if they do.

[Sometimes Things Need To Fall Apart Before They Fit Perfectly Together]

I feel like shit, I hate being sick. I don't even know how I got it! One day I ( Read more... )

Why Can't Everyone Just Go Away!?!?!I hate it..I hate how everyone has to get involed with my fights. Meh, can't you people understand, I can defend myself ( Read more... )