anyone interested in helping fix, for good, the networking bullshit that is the computers in my household please let me know. im pretty low on money and even lower on patience.

when im not around theres just so much to say ( Read more... )

I'm a fucking moron. I get drunk and look what happens. I hurt the person I care most for. I hate being in the position i'm in right now. It hurts me to know what I did. It scares me to think deeply into it. Sometimes I drink to the point of no return, forgetting how I feel when the people i'm close with act after doing such things. I'm not going ( Read more... )

Alright, so I wont be online as much anymore. Sorry for like the one or two people who even care but I'm moving most of my shit down to 69 for good. Im pumped to get out of the woods but with the good comes the bad. Im going to miss being only a mile or two from my darling girlfriends house in merrimack but its better that im not so far from my ( Read more... )

Well, today is the first of February. I look at it as a new start. This month I will be moving in to an appartment with my brother and cousin tiffany. I can't wait to get out of the woods. It has it's ups and downs but I mean it's so much better for me to get back to nashua. Most of my friends are there, my family, and the biggest thing, I wont ( Read more... )

done

It's been a while but a quick updates on a few things ( Read more... )

broken.unfixable.so alone.
losing patience.losing hope.
will this end?

Today I get to:
_______________watch a good football game (Pats/Bucs)
_______________drink some beer (i'm already thirsty)
_______________spend time with the most beautiful girl (Nicole Christine Taylor)
_______________attend a christmas party at my aunts (aka, eat good food...)
_______________have the fuckin' day off ( finally )
_______________not ( Read more... )

about a clip away from satisfaction