I am a nymphomaniac, and have had no one to share it with for the past year. I am going absolutely INSANE. Maybe that's why I am so fucking grumpy all the time.
I reminisce about the days where I could get high and fuck all day... not be sober and have fast sex in 5 minutes. Oh my god.

I have the life I always knew I was going to have, and wanted... settled down, married, with an amazing baby. But this life is so boring, my husband is boring, but he can't help it with the way his job works ( Read more... )

My ex; I've decided that I don't love you still. I just loved the idea of you, the feeling of the memories we had, and I wish I had them... but not with you ( Read more... )

( My dimple baby. )

You know, you said that I should forget you, because you'll be gone soon. The truth is, I have... but apparently, that's only in my conscious mind. I had a dream about you last night, and my present other was there too. I had to choose, and I chose you. You gave me such an amazing feeling even though there was no physical contact in my dream. I ( Read more... )

You know when you have those feelings in your gut about your own future, and you can't do anything to control it even when you try really hard to steer away from it? But secretly, it's what you've wanted all along... even when you tried to lie to yourself that it wasn't. Ever since I started to care about what was going to happen to me when I grew ( Read more... )

( More Landon pics =) )

( Landon n___n )

Rachel visited me from the 4th to the 11th so she could be here when Landon was born. She told me that castor oil helps induce labor, and since I was 40 weeks and desperate beyond belief, I tried it. I didn't think anything was working because it felt like... nothing. Right when I thought to myself, "Man this isn't going to work =\" I think I felt ( Read more... )

Ugh, I'm practically menstruating ( Read more... )