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ok, that's my new journal. add it, and fucking read it.

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I hope you even see this

[anonymous]

Alex...'tis Ashalie..reading your entires in______noise makes me wish we were so much closer than we are..i wrote an entry about being people repellent in my dead journal...when I saw you use that phrase my jaw dropped..it was so..weird..I wish I could do something to change the way you feel, but I can't. I'm thankful for your presence in my high school experience this year, and you may not understand why because we haven't really talked a lot. But you don't have to. I guess I just never got a chance to really express in what ways I've observed you and looked up to you because I have..in a lot of instances we never tell the people we observe things like that in just how they've effected us.....

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[____noise]

ashalie, i'm really sorry to hear that you feel the same way as i do. it's nothing i would wish on someone else, that's for sure. i'm suprised to hear that you look up to me, i'm not sure how you would, or why, but it's reasuring somehow. if you ever need to talk, you can call me. my house number is 257.1983, but dont call that after 9pm on school nights, and my cell is 493.8106, which you can call anytime, whenever. <33

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[anonymous]

=)...thanks, a lot really. I guess I couldn't feel EXACTLY how you feel since I couldn't even begin to know what that consists of..but a lot of the feelings, I can really relate with them. I've always been the kind of person that wishes they could make some sort of productive or real difference in someones life or life in general, and it seems that in certain social settings I can't even speak AKA our Algebra 2 class...other instances I'm perfectly fine..the repellant feeling- horrible when you actually wish you could get to know people for who they really are, past the facade they feel required to put on in public..I guess I just wish I could touch someone, or feel like I didn't push people away to where they could never touch me..though many people have touched me..don't you always just feel like there's something wrong? Like there's no satisfaction..no where to go? Well, I'm not hopeless..I have faith...and from what I do know about you, you are a pretty smart cookie, and you seem like the kind that will succeed and make the most

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[____noise]

thank you so much, ashalie, it means a lot to know you think i'll be fine. i feel the same for you.

[angrybear]

i think that, from my short time on earth, that you have to be one of the ugliest hearts and souls that i have ever seen.

but think about it. you are so utterly vain and bloated in your own narcissistic boring, over done world.

you represent everything that is nauseating and raped by vanity so perfectly that you should go on a world tour promoting your self as the main attraction as the heartless freek that you are.

you are a tragedy. a waste of facilities in america. you and all like your self need to be replaced. all you do is infect the world with crippling self doubt and humiliation.

wake up. truly from a ascetic point are one of the most bland washed up faces that i have seen out side of a rehab center.

you are not unique.

you are not loved.

you are pathetic.

you are scared.

you are utterly useless.

go on and delete this. but you will think of this for years to come.

but at least try and serve a purpose in that space of time.

anna

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[astronomaha]

I rike you're user info arot. You seem rearry cool

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[____noise]

haha, thanks. if you want, you can add my new journal. i don't update this one anymore. it's ____noise.

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