I live in event time, not clock time.

Bad?

Right now, it is.

I'm brown-ER. :) And, I'm happy eeeeeeh!!

...'cept for the fact that I hafta study for finals.

ha. Six days went by. w-o-w. That song'll never die.

Lost in you....CAN I NOT??

Pretending that I'm fine.

Holding back.

Letters left unsent.

Mostly me.

I can't find myself again.

Ohhh.

Six weeks went by.

I almost forgot your face.

Again.....

again.

I don't want to pretend I'm happy. I don't want to have spurts of happiness. I don't want to get frustrated at literally everything & physically being to incapable of focusing on anything but being sad. I need more than just passion-I need motivation. Life is not a movie. I think I just grew a wrinkle ( Read more... )

I'm fat because I am on my period.

When I'm not broken anymore, I'll put on a slutty top & go dancin'-therefore, I will be skinny again.

MISS NEW BOOOOTYYYY!....I'm gonna get it right, GET IT TIGHT!

Yeah. I did it. See, there was a time that I didn't regret anything I'd done because you learn from your mistakes. But was this a mistake? Nono. It was. It really was. I mean, it was fantastic. But, the timing was wrong. I shoulda waited..at least one more time. What's wrong always does feel fantastic though, doesn't it? Well, at first ( Read more... )

How am I supposed to confront this situation ( Read more... )

PMS isn't supposed to last this long. Something's wrong w/me. I think I'm finally able to admit to myself that I should see a therapist.

God, I absolutely adore "1 in the morning weekdays". I am so in love w/life right now, I could cry. Thank you Lord. I love Mana!!! Wooh. Steph, we really gotta go to 1 of their concerts....oh man. Woooooh! I miss my sister..my mom & my brother. Oh yeah, & my dad too...and the family I thought I had ( Read more... )

YAY! I have a new friend & his name is Quince & he's from Trinidad.