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carnival!
So, it's carnival time again....
I didn't know that there's a Southwark Carnival, kind of Notting Hill style.... so yep... Arianna left at 1030 and nothing was going on, so I decided to take a little nap... well, it extended itself to 1pm and I woke up to music that was a LOT louder than I've ever had float through my window.... so, I figured I don' ( Read more... ) -
the same
So, is it just me or do I think too much (yet too little)?
So, I'm tired of thinking, of ripping everything apart, of creating something from nothing... I just want to sort my life out....
Where does it start?... Well... UEL... the fuckers owe me £1500+, but keep fucking me around, instead of giving me my money back!!!!! god fucking damnit!.... Ah, ( Read more... ) -
I'm in the mood....
So, I have realised what makes 'good sex'..... it is both people openly admitting to eachother that they want eachother.... not just verbally, but well... through everything ( Read more... ) -
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So, ah.... I keep noticing that like.... I really like Arianna.... yep.... soooooo very much.... and, I don't want to be at work right now.... at home would be really nice.... yep.... 'relaxing' in my bed.... yes yes yes.... oh, it would be so nice!.... She is so wonderful!....
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GOD IS JUST A STATISTIC!!!!
Fucking, mother fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So, I'm going mad over this immigration thing....
......and.... oh, fucking god damn piece of shit life can be some times..........!! Mother fuck! Today ah! I needed to go out to my school and sort out my money that they owe me, but everything was closed and it took me forever to get out there and AH ( Read more... ) -
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God, this woman who just came in to the shop (the shop I've been working at lately is in the former house of William Blake) is the one of the most disgusting 'human beings' I've ever seen in my life... fucking horrible!.... As dumb as shit, or well... actively ignorant like Paris Hilton could only dream of....... I don't even know how to say it... ( Read more... ) -
motherfuck
I'm getting tired of myself and my lazy fucking self!
Whatever...... I'm sorting shit out.... god, I can't believe I wasted this whole day!!!! fuck!
and not only that, because I'm not finishing stuff off like I want to, well... I can't let myself relax either...
ok, I need to write this shit before I go out tonight! fuck fuck fuck...
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stable/unstable
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my fucking house smells like shit!
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cigarettes and apathy asking for it
So, the cigarettes were lit up this morning at about 9... but luckily, that means they left around 10... vwalla!
fuck, now off to school in a less than warm state.... I can't decide whether to give this letter to Arianna or not......... it's not exactly one of those happy things............ I'll read it over a hundred times and see what I think....