i think i have some pent up aggression in need of unloading

[bleenk1atey2]

holy shit my thoughts are all over the place. seriously...6 hours a day in the lab measuring seagrass is enough to drive anyone nuts, let alone someone whose significant other of almost 3 years just said "i don't want to do this anymore, i met someone last night" and then 8 days later proposes marriage to said other girl. i mean for christ fucking

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[fckuthatsmyname]

you deserve better and i know you're fully aware you can do better too. it just took ME a million years to realize that if someone im with isnt treating me like im the greatest thing in the world then i dont need to waste my time on them because theres someone out there that will think that, and as soon as i figured that out for myself, i found the person that did :) you do not need to settle and you should only put time into something that you dont need to second guess or worry about. you got this baby. i love you!

grrrrrrl,

[fight_thenight]

you must know that there is nothing wrong with you. it's completely normal to have those feelings about an ex (especially 3+ years). i mean, im not really in any model relationship but you deserve sooo much more than what he gave you, even if you think he treated you well, it wasn't in a healthy relationship and that's exactily what you need and deserve. don't settle, you're better than that.
p.s. i looooved seeing you the other night. i hope you come visit soon! xoxox