my parents left for london this morning so im here all alone. which is fine. i dotn mind it. sometimes i prefer it. i can relax. the house is quiet. no one can disturb my thoughts ( Read more... )

what a good week

what a shitty week.

schools in a couple days. im lookign forward to it. i need a concrete schedual back in my life. even if its just for a bit. im looking forward to seeing all the people that are coming back. i miss david thomas ( Read more... )

can one object have different meanings depending on the intent is was given. writen down it sounds right. does anyone apply it. does anyone in the end really care. depends on the person. its all forgotten. Intent is not material. its loose and free floating is it not? do peopel understand. they must. some must. istn arts significance based on ( Read more... )

i did alot of thinking these past coupel of days. i dont know what thougths are real or achievable. ultimatly i think they all are but realtiy tells me otherwise. i feel somethign changing. in myself and those around me. i dotn knwo if its good or not. i jsut dont want to slip away. fall behind while others grow. learn. back to my main train of ( Read more... )

THANK YOU JESUS! :|

so it was my neighbour Matts birthday yesterday (he's our age) and so he invited me to stop by for a little bit. i bought him a watermelon and wrote happy birthday on it. i didnt want to show up empty handed. so he loved it. thats good. he had some friends there and they liek all had the same name? it was odd. two of them we really cute. so we had ( Read more... )

Under cut? yes? im thinking yes?

my families annual golf tournament was this past weekend. night before the golf tournament a bunch of people sit around a fire and drink heavily and see who last the longest beofre fallgin asleep or passing out. we call it the "Pro-Am". turns out i won. i fell asleep finally at 6:30 in the morning. i woke up still drunk at 8 and started golfing at ( Read more... )