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so... I must say that nothings really improved. I'm still shunned and even still a little bit sick and I still hate classes but I think I'm slowly coming out of this state of constant unhappiness. I've applied to some universities and put some things into perspective ( Read more... )

So, I'm in the process of looking into different schools for my second year of university. I'm just not sure which ones I should consider. Suggestions are certainly welcome, and appreciated! The only thing I know for sure is that I'm looking to get away from Ottawa, but stay in Canada. That narrows it down a little, doesn't it? this whole process ( Read more... )

Its official. You can't go back to the way things were. You can hope and try and wish until your heart hurts but in the end, its never quite the same and it likely wont ever feel quite right again. It feels like I've lost too much and made too many changes. I'd like to fold my hand and retire from this game but thats not the way life works. I feel ( Read more... )

Bold the ones you've done.
I've kissed someone:

on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black ...hair.
with curly ...hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
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So, it would seem that all of my thoughts are no longer safe.

I guess it was nice while it lasted...

I think today has secretly been named the official "Don't talk to Lyndsey" Day. I wish I had known cause I wouldn't have even bothered.

~ When the truth is, I miss you ~

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Now I'm a little worried...

OH MY!!!