and things come to an end

Jan 17, 2006 22:53

Albeit a grievous one. To those who were friends with Aizen, my deepest sympathy. Death is a painful reality.

If there is any way I can help, please tell me. I will do my best to be of assistance.

As if anyone will ask me for help, considering my reputation. But I had to offer. This.....this turn of events is just shocking. A classmate, dead. That's not supposed to happen here. This place is supposed to be safe. Who could have done this? And why?

....I have never felt so helpless in my life. Except that's a lie. When my father died; I felt this helpless then. And every time I go to the Mediwizard's....I feel helpless then too. But mortality felt so personal then. Other people die as well. It really should not be as shocking as it is. I am not the only one in this school fated to die. We all are, one day. And yet I always believed that I would be the first of us to die, my life tragically cut short by circumstances beyond my control.

And then Aizen died. Beat me to the punch, I suppose.

....I'm glad this is private; I can't believe I just typed that.

*sighs* No use angsting. It's time to recover.
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