I want a lover i don't have to love,
im so bipolar.. my cycles are totally screwed. ive been happy/sad-ing all day. hurricane ivan this weekend! hope its better than frances. i got set up in hurricane gear i found in my garage... pics tomorrow/ today? god my head hurts. brittany's really happy about breaking up with brandon. yay! i was right, she did cut herself and i told her that its okay. i told her thaat its her body and she cand whatevs with it. i think that made us closer.. my hair has been crap for weeks... i need my touch-up done.. i think that all flat iron it and color it... not sure what color though. maybe purple cellophane(spe?)? me and brittany are so close now. its now become clear that it was sasha who conspired to breakup brittany and brandon. i guess the dumb bitch didnt realize that she was making brittany happy. so brittany might stay here when she comes to visit. im still sad. im always sad. im so lonely. i love someone. i just dont know who yet.. i hope its someone i can relate to. i hope its someone who will love me back. i hope its someone hott.
where is the kid with the chemicals, i thought he said to meet me her but im not sure...