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To my brother,
For many days and nights, I've set in my own bed and in yours and thought of how I would make things better for you and I. I've come to the conclusion that my only option is to leave so there is no more fighting over me being around you and vise-versa. Seed & Culgan betrayed you and you should not have to deal with it because they feel their duty is not yet over. By the time you read this I will be gone from Budehuc and likely the continent itself.
My sweet Luca, I am sorry I was not a better sister or of blood you could be proud of. Perhaps we will meet again, I will miss you.
With Great Love,
Your Jillybean.
Culgan,
I've been in the way for sometime and I tire of the fighting. It has not been pleasant since I have arrived and you both believe I will be better off without Luca in my life. I decided leaving was the best option. There will be no more fighting of who I should be around and who I shouldn't. I believe taking myself out of the equation is the only option I can think of that will spare me having to see the both of you fight and kill yourselves.
If that happens, I don't want to know about what I've lost. I will remain ignorant.
Sincerely,
Jillia Blight.
Dearest Seed,
I feel that I have overstayed my welcome, I am directly in the way of you enjoying yourself with Culgan by being around my brother. I love him and you, I could not pick as you requested and decided that this was the best course of action. I'm sure that you will find that life without me will not be hectic and more enjoyable. That is all I wanted for Luca, Culgan and you. Being without you will be difficult, I imagine, but I am hopeful.
I...will miss you, very much, you will never know.
With love,
Jillia <3
Master Frey,
I wish that we could have explored more about each other as I think we had a lot in common. It was very nice to have someone to talk to, I can only hope that your own situation gets better. I am leaving here and I wish there was a better way to say goodbye, but there is not.
Best Wishes,
Jillia Blight