Think back to that first day ( Read more... )

so here's the deal. i got my birthday presents from ange tonight, loved 'em. but, i can't stand myself right now. i'm so sick of drama going on with these 3 friends. and i'm sick of me not being able to let go of something that in reality doesn't mean anything at all. i wanted so badly to just be able to give up tonight, when i really needed to be ( Read more... )

this will be a long entry and the only person who reads this thing is gone which is sad. right now sarah is asleep on my pull out couch bed and there are music videos playing on my tv and i have a hundred billion things going on inside my head that i can barely type. first things first. aug 20, my birthday. turned 16 woop woop. bangs are starting ( Read more... )

sometimes i think back to that day, and wonder what would have happened if i didnt give in. where would i be? who would i be? bc i know that everything would be completly different. i should learn to stop wasting time ( Read more... )

so i had this awful nightmare last night. i woke up literally crying in my sleep and i had thrown my teddy bear across the room and i was tangled up in my sheets and my heart was beating so fast and omigosh i couldn't go back to sleep. it was so awful. okay so what happened was: so it was ashley and me and karis and we were going to a cs concert at ( Read more... )

tomorrow i get to see sandi and miles! WOOP WOOP! we're going fabric shopping because sandi re-did my room for me with all new furniture and what nots. and i'm SO excited. and she's making me curtains and a bedspread which i am extatic about ( Read more... )

I hope it was everything you dreamed it would be...because you deserve happiness ( Read more... )

oh man. i know that i totally just updated but i have SO much to say right now that i just can't help but update ( Read more... )

first topic: why does the whole world need to know when paris hilton decides NOT to have sex for a year? who cares?

second topic: i totally sent him a message on myspace. freaking out.

third topic: dang i'm hungry.

well it's a marvelous night for a moondance with the stars up above in your eyes its a fantabulous night for a romance neath the cover of october skies ( Read more... )