im over it. officially i hope.

when i read peoples live journals and hear peeople sayig about how, they will never find true love, and how they will never find the one and all that. we'll i learned this,today and i think i need to share it with you. a lot of us are 14,15, or maybe 16. doesn't matter. all of your are beautiful and have talents and special things about you to ( Read more... )

so its 8:17 and i got back from my soccer tournament at around 7ish from Santa Barbara I went with kelly, cus she's on our team. and Brian came.Our team played like shit. it was tyte.and even tho ur suppost to have 11 poeple on the field our lovely team had 9.sweet.but it was fun i guess. some gurl was like"i know this is weird cus its a soccer ( Read more... )

i finally got a user pic. thanks to alex beautiful Schiffman. i love u. it's kinda a goofy one, but oh well. i like it.
<3.
maybe sometime ill change it to a pretty one!

i haven't updated in a while. Oops. i've been busy, i dont know. so this 3 day weekend has been fun. Friday, i hit up the Wiskey with codi and ashley, and say cute nate. gave him some looks, gave him the finger a few times while his band was playing and he was singing, and craved to fight some bitches given us mad looks.pshh. then went to a beach ( Read more... )

so tonight im at kelly's house, yah were chillen. And some fags are about to roll over here. they say they'll be here by like 5 30, but ugh look what time it is..umm 6..hah yah.for sure. so its gonna be quite interesting to see what goes down tonight with the man. well see. ill keep yalll posted.
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i just really want to say thank you to all the people who keep posting and emailing me, and giving me moral support about all of this. you guys are my true friends, and the kind of people who take their time to care about me. i love you all soo much. so much. so so so much. and although it's a really hard time for me, i want to make you guys sure ( Read more... )

i really hope ariel's right. cus im crushed right now. i hope everything turns out like him and his girlfriend. ughhh
i want him back.

Monday-Saturday=worst week of my life.
it really couldn't get any worse.
jen- i promise im trying to hold on.
but my strenghth is slowly being sucked out of me.
i really dont know how much longer i can take this.
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today was officially one of the worst days so far this year. Last night i went to bed at 7ish. normal. but was woken up a couple of times by the phone. and then since stan called i stupidly talked to him tl like 10:45. bad mistake. and that's way late on my body. so bright and early this morning i awoke tired as fuck.great.i was tired this whole ( Read more... )