Things I did today err yesterday ( Read more... )

Whine whine whine whine that's all I do. I talk about the same crap everytime I make an entry and today is no different. I want a boyfriend. I really really do. I want someone to call and to call me, I want to be some guy's number 1 girl, someone who's not afraid to hold my hand in public, a guy to snuggle in a dimmly lit room with and listen to ( Read more... )

No one reads this, I don't know why I bother.

I sit at my computer for hours a day, with my phone at my side. No one calls me, no one IM's me, I'm not one of those people that others want to talk to. I know I'm not the coolest, prettiest, thinnest, or smartest person out there but I do have feelings, and I'd like if my supposed "friends" would say hi to me once in a blue moon.... I'm lonley.

Where the HELL is Coral Furtado!? She isn't answering her phone and I'm BOREEEEED! Best friend call me!!!! Why am I saying this like she is going to see this? HAHA oh foolish! So, I took the bus home from Boston today.... needless to say I am beat and Coral needs my assistance tonight. I got my official transcripts today, I am one step closer to ( Read more... )

I'm at work right now, my shift is over in approximately, 13 minutes. I've been down in this windowless room since 9:30 this morning. I've been done with my reading response paper for about an hour or so, and since then I've been bored out of my mind. I hope the girl who is supposed to take over gets here at exactly 3. I have to run to Public ( Read more... )

I wish my butt was full and perky. I want one of those bums that look great in jeans and pencil skirts. Alas, I was blessed with a flat bottom and some hips so I look like I have saddle bags. :-( I can't wait until I'm 140 pounds. I also can't wait to go home where I can really get a good workout!

I say this ALL the time. I really have to start using this thing again. It always made me feel better when I would post entries. So here is an update ( Read more... )

So I've finally figured out what is wrong with me and I need to work on these things

1) I'm needy. I need to feel wanted
2) I'm chatty
3) I don't give myself enough credit
4) The people I consider my closest friends I push away so I don't get hurt

These are the reasons why my friendships/relationships don't work out.

I want to go home, I'm sick of everyone!