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blindambition30

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Mar 28, 2005 23:09

I can't explain how alive I feel. I'm working off of a salad and power bar and I feel like I've just awaken from a deep sleep, when in reality I've accumulated perhaps a days worth of sleep within the past week. Today I played volleyball for two and a half hours and lacrosse for one and a half, thats 4 hours sports total. I love it, I'm not tired, ( Read more... )

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nicejewishgirl March 28 2005, 21:38:16 UTC

i think i did becuase i have a secret crush on u

strange feeling, maybe it's better for u to keep it

blindambition30 March 29 2005, 16:04:18 UTC

but it feels so...fake?

i can't really describe it. i feel like i'm on the edge of falling off and i don't know it.

nicejewishgirl March 29 2005, 16:35:48 UTC

it's a good feeling until u fall tho that's why ppl do crazy stuff. don't really worry about the after feeling. i think it's worth even fake happiness. cuz it still feels good doesn't it? i mean if u don't think about the background to it.. if that makes any sense

*hug of solidaridy* burntwondrbread March 29 2005, 13:06:32 UTC

I know how you feel, buddy ( ... )

Re: *hug of solidaridy* blindambition30 March 29 2005, 16:06:55 UTC

have i mentioned i missed you recently? cuz i do. and i gotta say spearmint gum is the way to go.

i guess i don't really feel like my work is in vain or going un-noticed, just that...i am? ugh, words are so limiting. ill just have to seive out my thoughts for you to have a drink.