dear journal,

today i shaved my hair off. .... jk. well i accidently hit part of my hair with the razor and well technically i did shave hair on my head. but i didnt do too much damage. and its cold. but the pretty snow makes up for it

so. my head hurts. and ITS SNOWING!!! but my head hurts i think im getting sick. and im gonna die. WE RE ALL GONNA DIE!!! im bored as hell.

seriously i dont know why but i just feel that any moment now im going to break down crying... and i dont know why.

i think days and days of sleep deprivation has made me delirious. thats ok. its being played off fairly well. no one notices because im naturally weird. but whatever. IM SCARED. of finals. theyre scary. i dont.... i cant....i ...iii im GOIN TO DIE!!! :( help?

im so bored out of my mind. i dont remember the last time i was this bored. i mean im always bored but god damn. i wanna shot myself. maybe its because im talking to grace. haha jk grace. i love you. ok your right im lying. but yea. i wish i knew where my book was. not that i would have the attention span to read it for 15 minutes. but yes. bored ( Read more... )

ooooo i dont notice all the nice new features of lj till now.... ola thats how bored i am bitches im admiring lj html usage!!! thats why people must update!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im probably the most STUPIDEST person in college cause i can not seem to pass these tests. and i study like my brain out. and i thought i was like WOO i passed my psych test because i knew the stuff and EVERYTHING and then i check my grade and i failed WTF!!! i hate college.

so today i woke up at 7 ....pm. yea im lazy so what.and its raining. and im cold. and theres nothing to do. and i was just updating because the rest of you arnt and you know what you guys need to update more often because i need to read things in situations like these. so leave a comment! and update damn it!

felidi came to albany and we went shopping and it was YAY!!! and i missed her and all my peeps in yonkers and im comin back because you guys are the bestest

im so cold... i need like a scarf and stuff and multiple socks and sweater cause its flippin freezing and to make it even bettter its raining. its been raining like there is no tomorrow. wtf. and the weather dude said its gonna be raining for a while. seriously i think the world is going to end. the floods the quakes the insanity!!! theyre all ( Read more... )