The place I used as my sanctuary for so long has long been forgotten. With the memories left behind are the friendships that faded. Relationships built and burned. Lives developed and demolished. If nothing else, I'm glad I have these writings that document some of the best and most important moments in my life. We've come a long way, and theres no ( Read more... )

I came home to dwell in my horrible mood and offset heart. When a very close friend immed me saying he had been trying to get ahold of me. I told him I knew, and that I was having a hard time with life. He then goes to tell me his father died last night of a heart attack and he just needed to hear a voice ( Read more... )

I looked back on entries that I used to write with such passion. Devotion I refused to give up, even though it gave people a reason to talk. Pure unconditional love that I've forgot even what its presence feels like. I would write I will never love like that again. Considering those posts were always about the same person, the outcome was true. I ( Read more... )

" Contents of the conversation aside, I loved watching her at the dinner table as she talked with enthusiasm about her work. This I told myself, was "home." I had had a home,of course, when I was a child. But it was not one I had chosen for myself. I had been born into it, presented with it as an established fact. Now, however, I lived in a world ( Read more... )

I'm flying down to sarasota wednesday morning and picking up my puppy and then moving to gainesville where i'll be going to school

I'm in the Q.
Derrick clutton get at me.

You're everything I've been searching for.

You scored as Hedonism. Your life is guided by the principles of Hedonism: You believe that pleasure is a great, or the greatest, good; and you try to enjoy life’s pleasures as much as you can.

“Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die!”

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Hedonism
95%
Justice (Fairness)
85%
Existentialism
75%
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So I had to go from my house to chinatown to take the bus to Boston so I can fly home to Florida. However, being the AWESOME packer I am, I packed way too much shit. And it was SO heavy and I have bruises from dragging it up and down stairs. But for those of you who dont know, this is what a lot of the subway exits look like:


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I'm no longer living my life for other people. I've made a decision on what I wanted to do. Not to impress or make anyone but myself proud. I've never gone against what my mother wanted or continually nagged about.

Growing up can be extremely scary, but it can also be extremely liberating.

For the first time I'm genuinely happy.