so i have a question....when a guy kisses you and the next day you dont talk to him and then the day after that you are supposed to do something but not sure if you are going to....does that mean he isnt interested anymore?...im so damn confused....wth? why is it i care so much?

i hate myself.......

I thought last night was bad...well tonight i wanted to cry myself to death....i witnessed a woman die tonight...not very many 17 year olds can say that....i hate this i hate the images that are going through my head....well im going to stop...i cant breath...

Why is it i tend to get my hopes up for him? I am completely falling for someone completely different... but then again i do still have feelings for him....im so effin confused! I really do care about him but im tired of being drug along on some stupid shit....i hate feeling this way ( Read more... )

Im so exhausted its not even funny....i havent had much sleep lately....thursday night i was on the phone til 1 a.m. and last night i was on the phone til 2 a.m. but you know it was with the same person and that person is damn well worth it! We had a conversation last night where i was being completely honest and serious but when he said that he ( Read more... )

Tired...very....i found out today that a good friend has been lying to me...im not so sure if i can trust her word anymore....

Nobody Knows It But Me ( Read more... )

So im puzzled....Cory wrote me a note today and said that he missed me and that he missed everything about me...then he told me that he loved me.....im sorry cory is really sweet but if he calls that love the poor boy is in a run for his life because that is NOT love ( Read more... )

to not get my hopes up about anything or anyone....even the people that mean the most to me!

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.........It still kinda hurts to know i got turned down for a guy from my BEST FRIEND ( Read more... )