court and moving and shrinks

[blindherviolet]

Haha. I have to laugh at myself for the teetering I do. How I can lie to myself and tell myself everything is ok. I guess I can keep lying until it's actually true, huh

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[jivekitten]

Aww, you'll be leaving the month before the baby is born. You'll have to come back and meet the little one, though. Promise?

*hugs*

I'm just a phone call away if you need me.

[blindherviolet]

promise promise!

(so you ARE pregnant! i never heard back from you about it. congratulations darling; im so happy for you!) :)

[jivekitten]

I never talked to you?! Geez, I've been so sick that my days just run together in a haze of yuckiness. I'm so sorry.

[selector23]

I wish I was moving to Washington

[sans_fur]

I'm glad you are excited about your plans. I know you will figure it all out. I will miss you very much while you are gone tho. You'll have to write me from Washington.

[blindherviolet]

I'll miss you too honey. I'll write you real letters, with ink and everything! They are so much better to get. Maybe I should get a quill set...

[kalaskani]

unfortunately love is never enough. You should be happy that you had a near life experience though because that does not happen often. Even less so the older we get. I think the only way to true love is balance between both partners affection to one another and acceptance to each others faults. There really isn't much point in beating yourself up over a failed experiment.

[blindherviolet]

thanks for your advice, but it wasn't a failed experiment. im not a scientist in a lab.

and the things that are hard to deal with aren't wholly comprised of the obvious things one deals with when heartbroken. there is more to it, and though i appreciate what you are trying to do, id rather not have advice from someone who is far off base on their idea of the whole situation...purely because they would have no way of knowing.

but i really do mean thanks. i hope you are well.