Basketball the past two days were fun,
I'm glad that people actually wanna play.

Today in all was pretty sweet,
skipping school with some cool kids,
then getting all my shit done,
and of course playing basketball.

It felt kinda odd going over to the picnic tables,
but maybe it was just me.

and this space was for Jake.

Basketball was pretty sweet today,
although falling sucked.
There was alot of people there.

Some people are just weird,
and they can't really help that.

and another big space for amber.

It is insanely creepy walking around the mall at night,
when all the stores are closed and half the lights are off.
With that creepy circus music playing,
which shouldn't happen in real life.

I can't wait to read Hamlet tomorrow.

hello mother
hello father
fleas ticks mosquitos really bother
thanks for the package thats why im writing
k-9 advantix really stops all the biting
swimming hiking and tent pitching
there not biting
im not itching
cant wait to show you all my new tricks
thanks again for sending k-9 advantix

Scars really mean alot to me,
they remind me that the past did happen,
that all that was real.

I know I say this alot but,
I can't wait for summer.

school is almost over, concerts are almost here.
half the shit i put up with is almost over with.

this summer will be like no others,
knowing that i will not return to Kettering.
knowing that half the kids i talked to,
i will never see again.
the future is unknown, no relying on what i used to for comfort.
actually growing up.

Kaitlins bon fire was pretty funny, and her brothers tooth.
She makes the best facial expressions.

i guess you just gotta take things as they come.
as long as that may take, its worth waiting.

that summer seemed to last forever.
and now the times are changing,
look at everything that's come and gone.

I guess nothing can last forever.

this will continue, it usually always does.
for some reason i'm glad.
I actually do care, I only wish you knew.

It's just easier that way, with no explanation.

Everything lately has just been kinda shitty.
Alot's been fun, but I've been thnking about alot of memories.
Which is pointless nothing will ever be like how it ever was before,
in any situation. It just eases my mind to think about them though.

I just wish they knew.