Comments | blindsightbeau: Update.

blindsightbeau

Update.

Jun 18, 2009 10:39

So last night I went through five years of my LiveJournal entries and read all of them. It really depressed me. I ended up crying myself to sleep last night. Like seriously crying... Anyway. So, that was then... how about now ( Read more... )

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girlgirl1287 June 18 2009, 19:54:12 UTC

I don't know if this sounds sad or not, but have you considered moving out?

Other than the home stuff, I'm glad things are going pretty well. I think we all need to have a get together now that everyone is coming home for summer.

blindsightbeau June 18 2009, 20:40:30 UTC

I have, but I can't afford it. I've been looking for another job so I can get out of here, but then also there's the fact that there really isn't any extra jobs out there. The only person I know who has a place is Felecia and her friend Marc, but I really don't want to impose.

Then also, if I move out, my parents won't help me with college anymore. So. I'm stuck. My only alternative is, really, getting a full time job and putting the hold on college. Saving up money so I can get out of this house and get my own place, then eventually go back to school... but I don't really feel like that is an option.

girlgirl1287 June 18 2009, 21:10:29 UTC

That makes sense, and it's a good idea not to put off college, I think. There's just always too many reasons not to go back. LOL.

blindsightbeau June 19 2009, 05:00:36 UTC

Yeah really... Except I know a certain person who would be very disappointed in me.