its easy to breathe, its easy to breathe.. to breathe only air.. where life should be ( Read more... )

ill think of something clever later on.. right now i have to see my girl.

well i havent updated my journal in a long time.. like normal.. there just isent anything on the net anymore.. so im never on long enough to even think to myself "hey i should update my journal dawg"... so i dont.

Ive been sick for the past three or four days. its the first time in almost two years i can remember being sick. not to say i havent ( Read more... )

i dont know exactly how i feel today, i was fine until i got home. Now im alone with myself...not a place i want to be. not a place anyone really wants to be. everything reminds me of something i shouldent be thinking or worring about. .. im starting to feel paranoid. but not in a "big brother is watching" kinda way.. its like when you watch a ( Read more... )

i feel somewhat better today.. at least i did ( Read more... )

I broke last night.. i was at work when it started. out of nowhere i felt my eyes start to water, then i was slowly overwhelmed with this sadness. i started choking over my words. break time came around, i ran outside and lit a cigarette. It was then i decided that i had nothing left. no more strength inside of me to hold on to anything. i called ( Read more... )

id rather not say anything...

Do you think i could have a drink... Cause its so hard to swallow ( Read more... )

Last night was great, as was this morning. It seems to have gotten warmer around here. which is nice ( Read more... )

i wouldent say im quitting... but im down to one smoke a day... if even that much. i picked one hell of a time for it too.

...ill update a little more tonight.