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im very disappointed in someone right now, but even more in myself. ive always hated girls like...well, like how i am right now. things are going to change. its 10 on a school night. i have a ton of hw to do and what am i doing?...this is one of the many reasons why i'm planning on moving very far away, and as soon as possible. i mean, its not ( Read more... )

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ok...this wkend has been phat haha.  fri. & sat were awesome i loved all my valentines presents =) but i got attacked by a dog last night. that was neat. i did alot of shit that i very rarely do but it was fun. umm...kevin and i are going out now...i think one of my really good friends misunderstood something and i need to straighten things out w/ ( Read more... )

hmm...right now im soooo happy about one thing but confused about something else. but im gunna stop being so unsure about everything or ill lose every guy that ever likes me. looking forward to this weekend sooo much. =) ahh i gotta go study for latin. more later.

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hmm...today i did nothing. just the usual, school...work...hurting people, u know. im actualy really tired and just want to go to bed but *someone* is forcing me to write my usual nonsense. hmm. the boy who broke his arm @ ultima came back for his first time td. i thought it was amusing that jessica and i were the ones working. coincidences suck ( Read more... )

well. i went to sleep around 6-7? td thinking that i would get up around 9...but no. i was sooo asleep until 1 when james called. it says on my phone that he called @ 12:44 but i woke up with the phone in my hand @ 1:02. so im not sure about that extra 20 minutes haha. but now i cant go back to sleep...which i shouldnt do anyway. i have to take ( Read more... )

1)Using band names, spell out your first name:
 Modest Mouse
 As I Lay Dying
 No Use For a Name
 Darkness
 Incubus
2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
 yes.
3) What song makes you cry?
 hmm...i dont cry.
4) What song makes you happy?
 outkast haha (uh and ray)
5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
 the phone lol
6) Name a song by Coal ( Read more... )

i dont know what it is with me. i guess juan is right. im just scared...i just dont see the point. no matter what, in a relationship, someone is eventually going to get hurt. so why put yourself thru that? arg i dont know what im talking about.  im too confusing and all i do is hurt people and make mistakes. i think that im so scared of getting ( Read more... )