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I want a tattoo
Yes. You read that correctly. I so terribly want a tattoo. This is something that I have been going back and forth on for a very long time. I have to be able to hide said tattoo because I'm not telling my dad that I am getting one. I know that my mother is going to flip anyway so I already told her that I want one and am going to be looking into it ( Read more... ) -
Old friends New feelings
So yesterday I got back into contact with an old friend from high school and I am so glad that I did. We met up for dinner last night and I don't think that I could have planned a better evening! At first I was a little nervous because I wasn't sure if we were just meeting as friends or if it was going to end up being like a date. Now that I look ( Read more... ) -
I HATE MEN!!!!!
Well I was perfectly happy...finally in a relationship and I had thought that I had found the one. Well a little over 2 months in he tells me he is not ready for a committed relationship! What a crock of crap! Such a jerk...told me he still wanted to be talking but not dating. Yeah...uh huh. So I told him that I couldn't do it anymore after ( Read more... ) -
Massachusetts
Enough said. I love it up here because of my family that lives here. I am however hating the drama that's going on between me and 3 of the other cousins. It's really messed up! The eldest 2, me and Becca got mad at the 2 teenagers because they wouldn't make their mind up about a situation. Now the teenagers have blown everything out of ( Read more... ) -
Revelations and Changes...
Alright. So it's been a long time since I have updated. A lot has been going on since my last update. So here goes...
I finally got a job. I am working at Stephanie's Child Development Center in Mebane. It is not a horrible job. I love working with kids with all my heart. It really makes me want kids even more than I already do. The only ( Read more... ) -
You can't make me feel good about what I did?
I swear! I hate my dad sometimes...wait...a lot of the times! I took some photos last night while I was at Misty's house of the dogs and I put 3 up on Flickr and he couldn't even say that they were cute. He just made me feel bad about them. I swear! He wonders why I don't spend time doing things with him. If only he could see that around ( Read more... ) -
Ugh!
I am so tired of being jobless. I can't take it anymore. My loans are coming due and I don't have a job making said money to pay said bills! This seriously sucks! I had to call today so that I could get a form sent to me so that I can get the loan deferred until I get a job. How lovely. Then I tried calling two of the places that I have ( Read more... ) -
Some Thoughts
Looking through pictures, I realized just how much better off I am without some people in my life. The pictures show that basically they have no life of their own. They are constantly glued to others that are probably tired of them being around. I know for sure that was the case with one because they told me that they were getting annoyed with ( Read more... ) -
Am I horrible?
I was just sitting here looking at the facebook pages of some of my friends and the thoughts that I was having made me wonder if I am a horrible person. A lot of my friends are in relationships, engaged, or married. Most of the married ones have kids. I find that a lot of them I hate. I hate that they are happy with relationships and I am ( Read more... )