I overslept this morning and thus I have missed my 1st class of the day.  This kinda sucks because we have our first exam tomorrow.  I think that I'm going to go to my second class though.  I don't wanna miss another 4+ pages of notes...that would suck.  I took 3 pages front and back of notes yesterday in there.  So I'm going to have to get up and ( Read more... )

So it's been awhile.  Zach and I are still not together.  I consider this to be a good thing.  I've been strong thus far with that situation.  I've been talking to Bryan...Zach's roommate....but that seems to be at a dead end now.  I'm kinda hurt by this because I'm going through a tough time and I really need a guy to let me cry on their shoulder ( Read more... )

It's harder to believe and understand and do than one would think.  Zach just broke up with me.  I spent 4 years of my life on this boy.  Joel is telling me that I'm better off but it feels like half of my heart has been ripped out of my chest and now I am expected to live with half a heart.  Shawn says that there is someone that cares more about ( Read more... )

Ok...So I have Lips of an Angel stuck in my head!  It's a great song and I think the reason it is stuck in my head is because of Shawn.  I found out this weekend that he is married.  Now I'm just too freaking confused!  I guess I'm going to keep texting like I have been but I'm not going to take it any further.  I don't want to be a home wrecker ( Read more... )

What is it with me dreaming such weird dreams??  I swear!!  There must be something in the water or something wrong with me.  While I was home I started having dreams that I was back in high school and Zach, Byran, Tim, Jason and the whole crew were all in the same grade with me.  I dated Zach my sophomore year and then broke up with him and didn't ( Read more... )

Well I stayed home till yesterday morning and came back to Boone.  I missed the bus so I missed my class and the quiz!!  UGH!!  I took a nice long nap in hopes to get up and work on homework but instead I went over to Zach's for dinner and hung out there for a nice long time.  I was being hit on by his roommate Bryan...again.  I can't take all this ( Read more... )

Well I'll be.  Everyone is getting married and now it is official that my ex boyfriend and the true love of my life is married.  I feel like total and complete shit!  I want to be happy and I want to graduate and I want to get married and have kids!!!!!  I can't stand being with Zach anymore!  I hate him so much!  Mom was in Boone last weekend and ( Read more... )

I swear!!  Everyone is either getting engaged or getting married!!  I want to get engaged!  But I don't have anyone to be engaged to ( Read more... )

Well I have been on Spring break and have been home for about a week now.  I have 2 more days then I have to head back to Boone.  BOOOOO!!!!  I don't want to go!!  I have enjoyed being home despite my dad being an ass about certain things.  Like one morning I got home at 1 and he swears up and down that I didn't get in till 3.  Then he was fussing ( Read more... )

Well we are currently under a blizzard warning...this will be the second one in a month.  I will be happy if it gets me out of classes tomorrow but that's about it.  I want to be able to get my car out when it comes time for me to go home next Friday!  I can't wait till Spring Break!  I'm ready to go home!!  SOOOO ready ( Read more... )