The past couple days have been awful. And now i think i'm going to be sick from the medicine i just took. I dunno this is all really bad.

You all don't want to hear this. BUt i have to write it out somewhere. I miss him so much. I just wants to sit there at the blinking light, holding each other, knowing this is the last couple minutes we would have and that we had to make it last as long as possible. it's tearing me apart. He left 5 minutes ago but i just want to see him and feel ( Read more... )

Last night i went home with kari, and we got me dressed up all hippie like. complete with a sign that said "love, peace, happiness" or soemthing like that. Apparently everyone thought it was clever. i was just in need of a 5 minute costume. But, we went over to Robert's field and trick or treated for like an hour and half. We definitly got more ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat HaulBlinkbabe1011 goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Ninja warrior.autres tricks you! You get a moldy pretzel.bumblingkitten gives you 11 blue cinnamon-flavoured gummy bats.gspaz gives you 6 red cherry-flavoured gummy bears.jennnnnnnnnnnnn gives you 13 purple grapefruit-flavoured jelly beans.jewbagel gives you 9 tan ( Read more... )

hey you...yes you...FUCK OFF. It's always nice to know who your real friends are. And who will ditch you in a heart beat
simply because they've found something "better".
Are you happy?
You finally have your own little fucking crowd to call you own.
Isn't that what you've always wanted....
to conform.

Last night was kinda fun. I think the best part was driving around with alex. i really like him. and i do hope everyone else did. I guess i still feel bad about him being so out of place sometimes. we truly are in two different worlds, but its worked out so far. he wants me to go to his college halloween dance, and i really do want to. i feel so ( Read more... )

A - Act your age - it depends on the day, sometimes i'm a little above, sometimes i'm a lot below ( Read more... )

the taste lingers, my heart stops.

The Ramones
The Audio Rapist
Alkaline Trio
Elvis Costello
They Might Be Giants
Radiohead
The Beatles
The Smiths
Eric Clapton
Madonna

removed Prince and added The Audio Rapist.

I hate the thought that the moments that I wish to cherish most speed by in a millisecond, only to be recaptured in the late night hours of my dreams. It all seems so a-typical, but last night, I didn't want it to end. I want to get lost in developments only to stare up at the bittersweet glow of the street lamps, and laugh at the stupidity of the ( Read more... )