Dad got married Sunday. I had to go to 3.5 hours of "ethnic" church, and started to get a migraine during the last 20 minutes or so, which isn't fun when people are worshipping as loud as they can ( Read more... )

Dad won't let me visit for graduation. At least I didn't go down without a fight. He's thinking late June/early July.

He decided to get married this weekend instead of July 7th.

I miss you guys. I have no idea what this summer holds. It's intriging, yet refreshing.

My sister got the Panic at the Disco cd yesterday, and I wasn't sure if it was going to be any good, but I seriously LOVE it. "Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off" is already one of my favorite songs.

Right now I feel like there's a million things I want to say, but nothing will come out.

I had somewhat of an epiphany yesterday. I wanna educate myself. I want to learn French better, and I want to learn Italian, German, Spanish, Portuguese, Latin, Greek, and Russian. I want to improve on piano, and teach myself guitar, and some bass. I want to travel the world.

I want to live a life that I can look back on, and admire myself.

How do you make a decision when you can't even process your own thoughts?

I'm so sick of people.

I just love how the people whom treat me the worst live in my own house.

Apparently I'm not the only one whom my dad has been picking fights with lately. He's been having problems with the rest of my family, too. I can't wait until I can have my own life instead of having the immaturity of those older than me restricting me. At least by that time, if something goes wrong in my life, I won't have anyone to blame but ( Read more... )

My dad gets more and more like my mom every day.

A chance is only worth the risk if you find the reward enough.

But what if the reward isn't even a sure thing?

I got food poisoning last Friday night and lost 10 pounds in 2 days. But I'm better now (even though I haven't gained any of the weight back lol). I am never eating anything from KFC again. Quite frankly, I don't plan on ever eating anything fried again either ( Read more... )