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[blinkbabyyyy]

not much to say. i've come to the conclusion that everything has fallen apart and i really have no right to try and fix it. why should i. if it wasn't meant to happen then its not going to happen and there's really not much you can do. but try telling you heart that.

i really need to stop listening to "mr. brightside" not only do i know all of the

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hey jenna, its marissa.

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hey.. yeah i have been reading your journal lately and it seems as though you are down and out my friend. im not going to lie, i have been in your position. many times. and i know you probably get alot of people just telling you it will get better, but you can only tell yourself that in order to fully believe it, ya know? i rememeber thinking that i was going to stay like that forever, sad and lonely all because of some kid. whats the use in that right? well at the time it seems like the only thing you can do, because you don't want to do anything else. but if you think about it, there are soo many other opportunities you can take, i mean it does take time to get over this person, but you won't do it untill you let yourself. idk... im just trying to help you, because i never really had anyone to help me through this, which in all i have learned alot from it. but i just dont want to see you so sad.

i hope this helps you, and i wish you all the luck.
<3Marissa, you can IM me at mnizzo, if you'd like. :)

[blinkbabyyyy]

aww mar! soo good to hear from you.
yes you just pretty much described everything perfectly. i've pretty much come to the conclusion that if its "love" it will work out, and if its not then you just have to move on and when it's the right time you'll know it. but its hard realizing that what you thought something was, it the total oppisite. and realizing that moving on, may take time but at least its a road to some sort of recovery, and its better then this little "distorted reality" you've got your heart in..protecting it, but letting someone continue to rip it apart. so thanks marissa =)good to hear from you man. <3 ill IM u soon