there's probably one person that will read this through. and if that's you, you probably should.

[blinking8eights]

(it's actually of little importance if anyone really reads any of this. such is part of the deal when transmitting a cheesy journal into cyberspace. BUT, i am hoping this catches one pair of eyes in particular

Comments

[anonymous]

Amazing, simply amazing-- Sam

[twisting_end]

sigh. it's nice to see someone with positive and caring attitudes toward their friends. i think you've made me regain faith in mankind, alison (or perhaps just people at NYU..)-- i'll explain next time i catch you online.
if you don't marry stephen, can i be next in line? lol <3

Trial by Jury

[carom915]

Well. Where to begin? I appreciate your attempts to shed the truth on the fundamental problems in mine and Sams (no longer existent) relationship, I wish it was he, and not you... that had told me these things. I understand, that Sam may not have the strength or courage to say the things to me, that he apparently says to you. I also though, feel really violated by this entry. I wish you hadn't shed light on my own personal issues for all of the world to read. I may not have minded SO MUCH had Sam not put a link to this page in his profile. But as you said, in words much kinder then I am currently able to, Sam is stupid and does not have the ability to see how an action of his own could be more detrimental to a person then helpful. In my opinion, you're far too generous about Sams wishes and integrity. You're far too kind in that you think he is simply naive to his would be malicious actions. Obviously right now (and I'm sure for a long time) I will continue to believe that no one can be that blind to their actions, and Sam