Natalie is amazing.
I dont know what i would do without her.
I cant move forward and backward at the same time.
Thanks bb.
<3

Wow,
Well I guess compared to my last journal entry this one is gonna be a big jump.
Shayne and I broke up today.
Because of distance.
And how it sucks.
Kinda a mutal thing,
Kinda not.
I think all along this is what I was waiting for.
It's always what I'm waitng for - to get hurt.
'Cause I always set myself up to get hurt.
But I thought this was for real ( Read more... )

I'm falling so fast.
I'm so glad i met shayne.
I just hope distance isn't going to ruin this relationship for me.
Distance already ruined enough for me.

Just so we are all clear,
I need out of this hell hole.
Kay thanks, Bye.

I hate how I always manage to hurt those who I love the most.
Darling, I'm falling for you.
I'm sorry.

Who was I to make you wait?

I'm apologizing for my last entry.
Though I don't get why you hurt me,
What I said  was slightly inappropriate.
Sorry.

WHY DO YOU TAKE EVERY

OPPORTUNITY TO

HURT ME?

What did I ever do to you?
Mess around with someone else 'cause you rejected me?
Suck me.

Well,
It's extremely early.
And I'm very tired.
But I wouldn't get to Brampton if I didn't come to work with my parents.
So, unfortunatly, I have to wake up earlyxcore.
Unless I want to hitch a ride with my uncle and i can get down here at one.
But I want to go see boy today.
And since he lives in Missisauga its a two hour bus ride.
*Dies*
Yes, me [ an ( Read more... )

Well,
It's been almost a year since i've last posted anything.
Way too long of a time.
Lots have changed about me since then,
I currently have very short very dark hair.
I have a lip and nose pericing.
My outlook on life has changed dramatically.
Live life and love life.
You can't change anything, so deal with what your given.
Lately I've been seeing a boy.
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