A Life of Loving Hatred....

[blinknangeleyez]

i hate that i was born. i hate that i have lived my life surrounded by people whom i thought cared about me... by people i cared for.. to find out that i meant nothing to them. that i could fall into a crack of a board and they could care less. i can see now that i have just been an inconvenience to all those i befriended... and that it would have

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[devilsrose20]

Hey-- I know we aren't close or anything, but I would really like to hang out sometime. I know how it feels to just want to "stop". It sucks...

>>>Jaclyn

[blinknangeleyez]

hey there! yea dont worry i will be okay... tim is taking gooooood care of me lol... ;-) kidding,..... but seriously!

we do need to hang out.

muah
bye

[pokeypanda]

Angel, just because I said what I did doesn't mean that I don't care about you... I still care about you, and I'm worried about you. I siad what I did because I'm tired of hearing about what happened. I hear about it where ever I go.. Because my whole family knows about it and wants to know what exactly happened. I don't want to have to hear something about it everytime I sign on to my computer too. I am sorry for the way it came out, lets just say a bad mood spreads rapidly... I'm worried about you for many reason none of which I am going to post on here. But I do want to make amends.. I'm sorry about the way I said it, but it did need to be said.. Theres a lot more that needs to be said. but for the particular moment I'm going to leave it alone

[blinknangeleyez]

im sorry amanda but i wanted to do anything i could to apologize and make things right... but when it comes to someone saying something to me and offending me then that is my business. im sorry it involved you but thats just how that shit went down. you dont have to worry about me because i can take care of myself. i forgive u for saying that shit... but i am sick of all this bullshit drama and i dont want part of it anymore,