Today was one of those days I always need. Where I just let it all out... and cry. What I simply cannot understand, is if my life is so great... then why do I always seem to have so much to cry about. Mostly having to do with this emptiness I feel. And if this emptiness could be filled by anything... it would be lonliness. I hate it. I hate myself ( Read more... )

I think I know who left that comment about Tim being a prize yadda yadda yadda. The thing I don't understand.... if this whore thinks he is such a prize then why is she mad we broke up? Stupid girls. Not saying Tim isn't a prize. He is. I miss him a lot. I think he is over me though. I am sitting here listening to Collective Soul, and all I can ( Read more... )

Well now here I sit in my dorm.... really want to go out, but know it would be a waste of time because we have no alcohol... I just put all our money in my gas tank (thinking we were coming home) and Aaron can't figure out what thing to take off my car. So now we are sitting here... sober... bored... pissed... AND I AM ON MY PERIOD. Oooooh Yea... ( Read more... )

So as sad as this makes me, yet happy and relieved at the same time, I realized what was wrong with me. I do love tim.... I do, but he isn't the man for me. As much as I hate to say that, it is the truth. I know I said I wanted to settle down and start a relationship, I still do and always have. But like I have said, I do not like to start ( Read more... )

So things have been going pretty good lately... except I am so sick of finding guys I am so into and then finding out they have a girlfriend. Yea I am pretty sick with all of this. RRAAAAHHHH.... I am doomed to be a cat lady. Tim and me are in a rough situation... I dont know I feel like it is slipping away.... and I dont know what to do. I am ( Read more... )

Just a quick memo to all of you... if you have a problem keeping your ass in your pants... WEAR A FUCKIN BELT.... I am sick of seeing this chick's ass crack every time she stands up and I would appreciate if all of you never contribute to this happening again. THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY ( Read more... )

i dont even kow ( Read more... )

Especially when I don't have a reason to. How have I survived my demented world? How? I had something so great... and Tim was literally the best man that has ever been in my life. He was always there for me. So why have I just thrown all that away? I mean, it was so perfect. Yet, I still got like this... like I always do ( Read more... )

Okay... so yea, i am pretty drunk but I am so confused ( Read more... )

Pretty hungry right now... but I am in class. It's 12:15 and class gets over at 1:50 ( Read more... )