Get OUT of my life.
I'm fuming. Like, really fucking pissed. Why? Because instead of just being honest with the people around him, some douchebag thinks it's okay to make up stories that are completely different than what ACTUALLY happened, and then blab to people who DON'T know me, so they're just that much more believable.
FUCK YOU. I'm tired of being taken for a fool. You think you're clever, right? Well you've lost me in every aspect. Not only as a girlfriend, but as a friend too. You can kiss my ass, I'm through with this immature bullshit.
You wanted someone to listen to you? You had it. You wanted someone to understand you? You had it. You wanted someone who was willing to talk through things with you, and be honest with you? You had that too. Now congratulations, you've got jack shit now.
I don't know why he did it. To regain some dignity? To feel like a bigger person, a macho man? Who the fuck knows. All I know now is lying is something I WILL NEVER tolerate, friend, boyfriend, or acquaintance.
I'm done with you. I'm disgusted to have felt you'd change a single thing. Self improvement? If lying to people about what actually happened is an improvement, you're moving in the WRONG direction. But what do I know? I'm just one of the most patient, forgiving people you've ever fucking met. And you KNOW that. Way to take advantage.
When I'm your friend, girlfriend, whatever, I'm fucking loyal as a dumb dog. I won't lie to you, I won't disrespect you, I won't treat you as anything other than an equal, another human being. And because of this, a lot of people take advantage of me. After having my self esteem crushed into a bloody pulp again and again, I've decided I'm done.
I deserve better in my life, as far as friends AND boyfriends/girlfriends come. I don't think very highly of myself, but I know that I don't deserve to be treated like fucking dirt.
I've never been anything less than a fucking gentleman to you. I always told you how great I thought you were, and I was nothing less of affectionate, LOVING even.
Not everybody is going to agree with you. Not everybody is going to like what you have to say, and not everybody is going to forgive you all the time. YOU, like the rest of us, fuck up sometimes. And YOU, have to take the blame sometimes too. I KNOW I'm not perfect, but I sure as hell tried to be, just as I try to be for my friends, for my family, for the people I love.
So things are MY fault? You walked away from ME? Right, because you're fucking PERFECT. Nobody could EVER see anything wrong with you, nobody could EVER walk away from you. So, logically speaking, you must have walked away from ME, right? Fuck it. It's one thing to vent to me to my face, to shit talk TO me and TELL me what I did wrong. But to feed your BULLSHIT to people? Even I'm impressed, this is an all time low.
Never talk to me. Again.